TOMORROWS FRIDAY!

Favorite part of the day: Talking to Lexa on the phone for a while, telling eachother to google different funny pictures of llamas. Then laughing hysterically at the hilarious pictures, eachothers comments. That girl always knows how to make me laugh so hard it hurts.:)

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As I was dancing around my room earlier today, singing along to ”It’s gonna be a good life,” I closed my eyes and realized, it is going to be a good life. I’m only fifteen-the best years of my life are ahead of me, i hope so atleast. Not that I’ve had an unhappy childhood. Hard, yes but bad? No. I still have the rest of high school. college. living on my own. starting a family. retiring. living. I have everything to look forward toand can do anything. I know, how chessey, right? And yeah, I guess it is. But its perfect too. Perfectly cheesy.

My first Saturday since I’ve back at school. My first ‘real’ one anyway, last weekend I spent it watching horror movies in my friends basement. But this weekend it feels like it should. Sleeping in, spending the better part of the day in your pj’s, eating at fast food places, and simply doing whatever the hell you want. Haa its real nice. I walked out my front door right after I woke up and was happily surprised that the week long showers were gone, the sky couldn’t have been any bluer. The weather couldn’t have been nicer. And I couldn’t have been happier. It finally felt like fall, I’ve found is my favorite season. I can’t wait for the leaves to fall, the crisp smell of the autumn air, friday night football games, and bonfires. Gosh I love Saturdays….Once another school week starts I know I’ll be waiting for the next one.

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Under the fort I made over my bed in my room, with the christmas lights shining dimly from each side onto my hands typing on my laptop. It’s a friday night and all my friends are hanginging out, having a sleepover. And I am here, listening to sweet, slow songs. Thinking about life and what I’ll be doing this time in five years. What I was doing this time five years before. Crying because these memories I rememnice on remind me what isn’t and what will never be. Crying really for no reason at all, confusion I guess? Hopelessness of an unknown future or the known fact that one day I won’t be at all. Ahhh, some people might find it sad seeing a fifteen year old home on a friday night doing this but I love it. I’ve always loved being alone with just music. And looking out my window as the sky darkens, listening to you belong to me by the 88 on repeat, being hopelessly nostagic for both fututre and past, is peaceful and perfect. I’ve just looked out my window realizing the moones up and it’s dark, I must have been writing for a while now.

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the leap.

I’ve been thinking a lot about college lately. Where I want to go, what I want to study, what I want to do in life. For the most part I have no idea what I want to, I wish I could just do nothing and always have money. Hahah I wish. But I took this quiz on what type of courses I should take in college and these were my results…

Liberal Arts Lady

Sure, college is all about expanding your horizons, but you don’t want to get lost in the crowd. That’s why hitting up a liberal arts school would be a good choice for you. Liberal arts schools allow you (or force you, depending on the core curriculum) to learn about different subjects and give you a more personalized classroom setting.  

 It’s kinda true. Everything the result says. Even though I may not quite be sure what liberal arts is specifically….I know it still is early to know exactly what you want to do, but I feel like going through high school I should have an idea or picture in my head of a goal I need to achieve. So heres to finding out me and what I’m interested and what I want to study.   -xx

Bands I’ve recently found and love:

The 88, The Weepies(http://youtu.be/0FRP0IvPis8) Supergrass-Alright, Robin Hackett-Hard Left, Rachael Yamagata-Quiet, Dave Davies - This Man He Weeps Tonight, A.C.Newman - Prophets, The Fruit Bats, Kings of Convienence-Misread, jaymay-never be daunted, The Brendon Hines-I miss new york, Shout Out Louds-my friend and the ink on his fingers, The Generationals- when they fight they fight, Paramore-i caught myself, Frightened Rabbit, Jeffery Lewis-to be objectified, The Unicorns, Iron and Wine,

i will keep adding to this list with band names, song titles, and links with the hope that I’ll share some great music with some awesome poeple:)